It's been over a month, right?
Well, the time *not* writing about boys in this blog did clear up some things in my head. I am, indeed, the common factor in each of my relationships. Considering that I am now practically paralyzed with fear at the thought of getting involved with an intellignet, good looking, well-mannered guy who treats me like a lady (he opens doors for me and stuff!), I know that it's me who's walking that fine line between sanity and the loony bin.
I feel like I've found someone good here, but I have to get over my hurdles and knock down some walls before I'll know for sure.
Darn it! I keep getting in the way of myself :Þ.