I want to be the one to save the world. That's really all there is to it, quite frankly. I hate that other people can solve problems. I WANT TO DO IT. I want to make my friend feel better. I want to help my mom when she's sick. I want to make it so that people aren't mean to each other. Sometimes I manage. Sometimes I alienate people. More often, though, I humiliate myself just a little bit. I'm willing to live with that.
Still, because I feel responsible for the whole world, I feel quite guilty when I'm unable to fix something, solve a problem, visit a friend in need, whatever. I want to be one of those people who can do for everyone else and kind of forget about themselves. BUT that's not healthy.
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