I don't know what else to do but write. I can't make anything better any other way.
Lately, I guess I've gone back to feeling like that lonely freshman just trying to talk to people in high school..or, worse (and this is more like it), the junior trying to sit at a table with the popular girls, because none of her friends are around. People ignore me. People act like I'm not even there. People treat me like a pest - I'm like an eager puppy who people just don't want around.
Will I always be struggling to fit in? Will I always have such difficulty reading social cues?