Today, I had work to do, so it took me a little bit longer to get on the Blog. Nothing special to report. I did have a bit of a mini-spaz attack yesterday, but suffice it to say, that it all came down to one small point: how come SHE has a boyfriend and I don't? I don't know who she is...it's just that proverbial girl who has a boyfriend and, by all outside appearances, seems to be in a happy relationship. Certainly, there are things that require my attention...one of which is that I need to actually put myself in a place where I can meet someone. I'm working on that.
I have had mini-relationships. Have I talked about this before? They've been those ones that move really quickly in the first three (or should I say, only three...) weeks, and I feel like I've got a boyfriend. Then, suddenly, it's all too much, or he stops calling or whatever, but the relationship ends. And I can't seem to get past that point, whether it be the 4th date or the second kiss...I just can't go there. Honestly, it's more often me who leaves once a relationship gets sort of started. The guys tend to back out way before the thought of going on anything as official as a "date" enters the world. Maybe I need therapy, or maybe this whole blog thing is therapy.
Okay, ENOUGH about boys. I honestly don't think about them THIS much...it's just when I start to write a journal entry, that's the thing that bothers me the most. I just don't have ANY patience when it comes to this sort of thing.
On to something a little more, uhm, substantial. I'm going to be walking w/my 'rents in the City of Hope walk for a cure (for Breast Cancer) on October 5.
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